Thursday, November 25, 2010
everything will be okay. think about what we've been through. everything that seems important now won't be anymore. things find a way of working themselves out. things aren't as impossible as they seem. don't think about how broken your heart is right now, dont think about how things wont work and how hard everything seems to always be. you have two moving feet and a heart that beats. use your feet and go find someone or something to make your heart happy. everything is going to work out. whatever happens is what is supposed to happen. maybe is wont always work out, but there is no reason to believe you wont be okay. there is no reason to believe everything wont work out.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
you are beautiful, i wish you would see that. my closest friend. you don't need to dress up or try change yourself for anyone, not any guy, no-one. you are perfect the way you are. through everything you have stood by me, you're a treasure to me, i wish you would see that. i can't remember us meeting like you can but i can remember everything, every time we have shared, baking in the middle of the night cause we were hungry, crying of laughter when 'quaded' down your beach, trips to maccas, running around your house trying to find the best place to tan, our massive pig outs then workouts the next day, trying to start our own bonfires, our bitch sessions and long talks, drunken times, church the next day and not being able to stop laughing, our dancing in the middle of songs, our singing in the car, our 'dates', all of our failed photos... i love you, you are truly beautiful. i wish you would see that.
i looked through my drawer today, the drawer filled with notes, letters, pictures, anything from you. i looked through the phone that we shared, texts from three years ago about how you would fight for me, how you would never hurt me if you had me, how you would treat me better than anyone else. i believed you, i took a chance with you. you said forever? what a lie. never could anyone have hurt me worse than you have. i don't believe that you ever truly loved me like you said, i don't believe you could hurt someone you love this much. you'v hurt me, you'v bought me to tears more times than i can count. but i can't help but love you. can only hope that this will become easier.