Tuesday, November 23, 2010
what a lie
i looked through my drawer today, the drawer filled with notes, letters, pictures, anything from you. i looked through the phone that we shared, texts from three years ago about how you would fight for me, how you would never hurt me if you had me, how you would treat me better than anyone else. i believed you, i took a chance with you. you said forever? what a lie. never could anyone have hurt me worse than you have. i don't believe that you ever truly loved me like you said, i don't believe you could hurt someone you love this much. you'v hurt me, you'v bought me to tears more times than i can count. but i can't help but love you. can only hope that this will become easier.