lastnight i hung with the girls, i had fun, i had a really good night and for once, i didn't have to worry. we sung, we danced, we drove around and seen people, we did whatever we liked, and for the first time in a long time i didn't have to worry. i felt free, not having you text me asking what i'm doing, getting angry if i'm not with you. as much as i hate to admit it? you were right. this was a good choice for us and it will bring us closer eventually, i love you so much and i hate the pain you put me through but i can see it was for the best. i never want to loose you, you are such a huge part of my life but this way? we are both happy. i am now free.